depression is ugly, and terrible
it soaks up all your motivation and happiness and confidence like a sponge. all that's left is the negative thoughts - anxiety, self-doubt
it takes away any semblance of self-importance.
it can make you give up on life, when otherwise you'd excel.
and it gets worse over time. not because it itself gets worse, but because you begin to grieve for all the time you've lost from spiraling in your own head and searching for simple escapes
depression is fucking heavy.
please don't deal with it alone. you're too important for that.
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living off music is hard. it'd mean a lot if you visited my patreon
i am okay. sorry if this sounds corny in any way. i'm opening up about something very personal to me, please be kind if you have criticism